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31 August 2008

I can't stand it anymore at home!
He's really annoying,
shouting @ me but i didn't really do anything wrong,
smoking causing me to feel sick, ill, difficult to breath & so on........
in addition to my blocked nose & throat with loads of flam.
How i wish i can go out everyday aft i wake up
& go home when i'm tired & just bathe & go to bed.
I know i'm wanting too much
but i really hate being a second hand smoker....
I'm not even interested in smoking
because of the bad health problems it gives
but being a second hand smoker is worse!
Not only that,
the "noise pollution" also is bad......
He talks to himself,
nags @ the maid,
nags @ me when i ask him to stop smoking......
Can't he know that it's for his own good?
Won't he stop??
Does this have to stop only when he dies?
I don't want it to be this way........
DON'TWANTDON'TWANdon'twantdon'twant!
He's the one who brought me up with my grandma
& now she's gone.
I don't want him to be gone too.......
But it's really unbearable.
Mayb i should just tolerate it??
Because i don't want the solution to this is for him to die.
One is enough for me.
As i type this, tears well up in my eyes
but i know that i have to be strong,
can't cry so easily.
I'm gonna learn how to be a tough person,
I don't want to break down so easily
as there's more & worse things coming up.
I want to grow,
I want to be different!
:D

CRIMSON TOH LUAN CHUN IS GONNA BE

DIFFERENT!

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The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Acts of Service
with a secondary love language being
Quality Time.

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Acts of Service:		10
Quality Time:		9
Words of Affirmation:		8
Physical Touch:		3
Receiving Gifts:		0

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